One of the greatest illusions of all is the illusion of "control".
The best we can do (and the best word for describing the way God works in the universe) is "influence."
There's a world of difference.
One leads us to believe that someone (either God or us) is in charge. But whether it is God or us in "control," this invariably leaves us disappointed and wondering why things didn't work out better. The universe seems to be continually spiralling out of control, and we end up fighting, striving all the time.
The other leaves a space in your heart for faith. Faith that God will show up, when the time is right. Faith, even when things seem to be going the wrong way, that "being who we are" is the best way to live.
The marks you leave on the world are mostly unintentional. This isn't a picture of control. It's a picture of influence.
What an incredible gift that God could allow us to influence in a positive and beautiful way. Usually, maybe always, as you've said, it's when we are not even aware of it. Praise be to God! That proves "He" did it and not us.
ReplyDeleteThis thought has been simmering inside me for a few days now. This is a beautiful word.
ReplyDeleteI have this dream of a church within walking distance of every single person in the world. I think most people would laugh at me for having this dream. I imagine the rest would wonder what my plan is going to be to accomplish it.
I don't have one. I just know that I want that. It seems good and pleasing to me. I hope I can influence that. I think I will. But like I said, I don't have a plan.
That's about the coolest image I can think of.
ReplyDeleteSounds viral, not systemic.
An idea that could travel around the globe as fast as good news.
Honey (Lee), what you said is exactly the kind of proof that strengthens the faith of a mythic. That "it" happens when we aren't looking--and aren't feeling watched--is the greatest proof that there's a lot more going on here than we ever imagined.
ReplyDeleteFaith gives substance to what we hope for, and it's like evidence of the things we can't see.